For some odd reason I’ve never been fond of the word dream. To me, occasionally pragmatic to a fault, dream is tantamount to a bubble or a fantasy—something not basically real, and only attainable by luck or chance. I know the word dream is idiomatically American to grasping one’s ultimate fame, or realizing extravagant materialistic gains. Nevertheless, whenever I discuss the brightness of my future, I prefer using words that are more concrete and practical sounding such as achievements, aspirations, goals and visions. In fact, whenever I’m working my book signing events in reader-lucrative Southern California, people will often comment about how I’m living out my dream. I swiftly and politely correct them: “No, it’s not a dream I’m living. I’m simply doing a job that I work hard at, and love most.” They usually respond with a silent nod and a surprised smile.
Perhaps by now you may have branded me arrogant or smug. I’m really not either. Oh, indeed, I accept my moderate literary success with a confident stride. But I believe my accomplishments result from years of diligent and tedious effort—nurturing and honing my craft while pursuing my lifelong ambition. Therefore, regardless of ongoing triumphs or disappointments, at no time do I allow feelings of dreams or fantasies toclutter up my rigid earthly plan. That was, however, until I crawled through the cabin door of the small two-seater airplane, climbed down off the wing and set foot within the most spectacular backdrop of natural scenery I’ve ever physically observed—Haines, Alaska. I had been brought here to work. Yet as I stood transfixed on the slender snow-packed tarmac during that awe-inspiring moment, I felt for the first time that I was actually beginning to live out a dream.